The so-called first day of holiday. dat need to go school for Parent teacher Meeting.
GOSS! Cus of my English. my position DROP until Low Low liao..
DAMN it!.. wad can i do?!
Ppl says: READ MORE, DO MORE.
But the point is its not a immediate EFFECT.
I'm Sick of it. Tired of it. Bored of it.
I cant wait for it anymore....
My memory is not dat good. so i cat remember a lot of things, a lot of vocab and used to grammar. blah blah blah...
I'm sick```

My Maths and science are good beCause, its just easy for me to do..
Becus i'm dun remember it, but i'm used to it..
I Dun memorise the METHODS on how to do those problems sums.
I just do wad i feels like.
Sometimes, i get a lot of careless mistakes, its becus of my calculation mistake.
And cus of my Memory, i cant remember a lot of mistake dat i hav to take caution of.

Zah!! Bleah.````(Merong!)
I'm totally Sick of it. I cant drop to NA. i'm a pure EXP student. i dun care.
I put everything into my brain, but its just disappear. and gone.
i cant find it. 0.0"
BUt for science, its easy for me. becus of the words.
i dun use memory to help to do the qns.
I use Words.. wad Words?
Those Scientific Words helps me ans the qns.
but my memory isnt dat good, how i remember the words...
lol. In Science, questions only hav 1 ans, not like maths which can hav different ans.
in dat 1 Answer, ppl only want the key points which is the WORDS.
And becus of the only 1 ANS and the WORDs, it will keep repeating for the Qn.
as it keep repeating, i can easily remember it. dats how my brain works. 0.0"

And not like ENGLISH, it don't repeat. and teachers always wants us to have different ans, or do not Lift the ANS from the passage. so there are no KEY words. and i have to use my own memory to ans the qn.

So if there are no key words which means it dun repeat, i cant remember a thing.
If i cant remember a thing, how can i even answer the Qn??
In english, qns sometimes also hav one ans. BUt it seems to STRAIGHT.
Straight as in, we already know. But it seems hard to express out.
I think. People hav different mindsap, so ppl hav different thinking.
But i dunno why in my class, everyone seems to have the same thinking when i have the different thinking. I think the other way of it, instead of the way like my class.

For example, in random passage: Jane walks slowly to her Parent's room, as she knew something bad is gonna happened.
Then the Qn: Why Jane would walks slowly to her parent's room?
MY class's Ans: Jane worried about being scolded by her parents.
My Ans: Jane is trying to avoid the scolding by dragging time.
WAds the difference? I dunno. and i get it wrong.

Oh, dat example is i anyhow make out one, so it may not be true about dat qn, passage and answer. but the POINT of it is the same. Its how they get the ans and how i get the ans. OUr thinking is different rite?

Goss, I'm sick.
The day is getting Darker and darker until 4.40pm of today, which become a Complete NightMare. Will Light come back to wake me up from this NightMare??
Most probably not, cus consequence is more than just a NightMare.

lol, dun need to understand it. Its just something in my MIND.
BYebye. i try my best to work hard. HWaiting! Him Nae!!
And any Readers, Pls Tagg ur feelings and thinking.
Kamsa Hamnida! Thx..